This is how i intend to smile

All is not well on the other side of my story.

Saya pulang ke cyber ahad lepas, new semester dah start and to tell you the truth, i was not entirely excited about coming back due to unforeseen circumstances that i am not allowed to reveal here. Well i'm back being single, and i can finally tell you this that, saying that puts a smile on my face, because i went into an uphill task on trying to save us, but when i fell, i have these familiar faces around me, telling me that i'd be okay sooner rather than later, in which i did. and i have every reason to thank you guys for that, for the patience you guys put up with me for each time the sky turned grey on my other side of the world.

So Crissie has a blog now and updates it daily, a loving boyfriend, a loving family and that's exactly the reason why she always has this lovely smile. Shout out to awk ye, sbb tak sabar2 nak baca blog saya. Zaria is still loved by me, even if mood swings die kadang2 menakutkan saya ye, saya sayang awk okay, that's enough reason for anything to work out, hehe konon2 gempak la tu sayang saya pada angah. Jangan marah2 tau, nanti saya bunuh diri kang.

Tapi one thing for sure, banyak mende yang jadi that went out of hand, and for every reason you guys think i'm involved in that, i'm sorry, I don't owe anyone an explanation, i know the grounds i stand on and i wish for the best for the friends i've known to love these last few months. If you remember every second we were together, you'll come to your senses that i am still the guy who dreams of an island vacation as promised 2 weeks ago. If anything, just negotiate, jangan lah jump trus to the conclusion for things i know nothing about, or that i know something, but it's never mine to question it in the first place. Do not jeopardise our friendships just because it did not work out amongst the few of us, you have the digits, call me.

Btw, welcome to my blog, i'm not feeling well, i'm on medication and i need to sleep.


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